Sometimes I have alot to talk about.

Most of the time I have an outlet: Anna, Reid, school, facebook chat...but right now, blogging is going to have to suffice.

I am supposed to be working on a paper right now that is a week overdue. I just finished a paper last night that was also a week overdue. I am going to have 2 quizzes in class today which require reading about 200-250 pages of material which I know nothing about as of now. I am not sure I will read them. And you sure know what that means: failing the quiz. Ok, I can even deal with that. What I can't deal with is the face that I already got these papers in, and I don't even have a full week until my next paper is due (for one of the same classes), and this one is 20 pages. Ridiculous? A bit. AND, this 20 pager is on the SAME BOOK as one of my previous papers. I don't get it.

My ballot is also yet to be filled out and turned in. I'm told that if I don't get it in the mail today, it won't count. Welp, here's to you, Obama! (Or should I say, here's to you, McCain, since Obama loses my vote?)

I have been dreaming of knitting so much lately, that I have probably spent 2 hours this past week looking at knitting patterns online. 2 hours is probably the time it takes to head to the yarn store, buy supplies, and finish close to 1/2 of a project.

I also want to travel so bad I can't stand it. Well, apparently I can, which is why I haven't gone anywhere. I just came to the realization that I may need to extend my schooling out another year. Another YEAR! It didn't seem so bad... until I realized that meant another year longer til I can go somewhere cool. So, I am back to square one, sweating my life away, not completing papers, crying in group therapy every week, unable to work out, and eating terribly.

Ok, that was a big exaggeration.

I am completing papers, just late.
I have only cried in group twice.
Yes, I haven't worked out.
Eating... well, lets just say I could do better.

It is the worst feeling having to constantly turn people down when they invite me to do something. It is even worse when the same people ask me over and over again "What are you doing tonight? What are you doing friday? What are you doing thursday? What are you doing saturday?" THE SAME THING I DO EVERY WEEK: TRY TO TAKE OVER THE WORLD!!!

I wish.

THE SAME THING I DO EVERY FRIDAY... GO TO CLASS!!! STOP ASKING ME EVERY WEEK AND JUST SHOVING THE POINT INTO ME, THAT I HAVE NO LIFE AND NEVER GET TO DO ANYTHING WITH YOU. If you ask me one more time to do something on a night that I am busy EVERY week consistently, I might smack you. (ok, ok, I could have said that nicer, I apologize).

Yes, I just hit my head on our chandelier. Yes, it did feel good.

I did get to wear my rainboots yesterday. Ok, I chose to, when I put them on, it wasn't raining. I didn't care, I like wearing them. They are green with apples on them. I really wish i didn't have to be awake right now (7:00 on a Saturday morning), and I wish I didn't have to go to work and then school.

I turned in my student loan application yesterday by fax. I am praying they received it, or else I dont receive my loan for next semester. That could be bad. I also just received a statement from my doctor that I have a bill over 30 days due... WHAT?? Where did that come from and since when do you bill me? I have a co-pay, and you didn't even help me!!!